Blink (Chapter 7)

Chapter 7

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The forest greeted him home again, the darkened firmament of night guarded by the interwoven branches above head. The azure light of the moon illuminated the forest floor in patches where the grass had turned blue and danced in gently breezes. It was beautiful, unfamiliar, invoking a sense of dread as Daniel recalled his battle with Sain. He stood and stretched while measuring his surroundings

Hade was resting against a tree, asleep. His breathing came in giant gusts of wind, and as he exhaled, the blades of grass beneath his nose swayed under the miniature torrents of inhalation and exhalation.

Daniel had wondered if they had merely slept through the night in Acrya while he was with Elle on Earth. He was still trying to understand the concept of time as he Walked.

He started walking, making sure to stay close to Hade in case anyone or any thing was searching for them. A feeling of anxiety began to churn his insides, a nervous anticipation of some event that had yet to transpire. Daniel’s gaze was constantly caught on the edge of the wood, expecting Sain to emerge from the shadows, ready to crush his bones again.

But nothing came.

Hade rustled as Daniel walked back to his side. “You are awake, finally,” Hade groaned while stretching, pretending that he had not fallen asleep.

“Yes,” Daniel replied with a slight grin. He looked around the forest again, the anxiety still gnawing at his nerves. “How are we going to find Vaelin,” Daniel asked.

“I am not sure. Vaelin should have come to the forest once everything was alright.” Daniel could see the worried concern is his eyes.

“Do you think that he was killed,” Daniel asked.

“Vaelin is a strong warrior,” Hade growled confidently. “However, something could have happened during the battle. Perhaps Vaelin is injured…”

There was a long silence that crept through the forest, swallowing the last of Hade’s words like a silent beast lurking in the shadows. “What was it that tried to attack us, was it Sain,” Daniel asked.  He tried to remember if he saw the figure in the woods that was following them.

“Perhaps,” Hade replied. “I did not see, and Vaelin did not say when I came to assist you. Although…”

Daniel caught something in Hade’s expression. “Although what, Hade?”

Daniel’s words reverberated gently through the forest, the surrounding darkness catching his words like rocks upon a shore, submerging under the waves of black. Hade raised his head, “Vaelin seemed…afraid.”

They sat in silence for some time. There were no sounds of life, no insects or birds, just the rustling of leaves as the winds pervaded the canopies causing the branches to sway in a terrible dance of omen, of black clouds, of dark sky.

“We must go to the Arutabari,” hade finally spoke, his voice low but clear with purpose.

Daniel turned to face him. “Who are the Arutabari?”

“They are an allied tribe with the Ormanicai. They are said to have a wise leader who can read the stars and sing of other worlds. He will know where Heseya and Vaelin are.”

Daniel felt something familiar about this “star-reader,” but still, it was all they had to go on, and sometimes, that is all that you need. “All right,” he said. “Let’s go.”

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They traveled endlessly as the azure light of the moon gave way to a crimson sunrise. Near midday the giant trees gave to clear plains and giant mountains.

“How much further is it,” Daniel asked, standing at the foot of the mountains.

“The village of the Arutabari lies in a valley beyond these mountains,” Hade replied as he began to climb.

Daniel groaned inwardly, his legs already for from the hours of walking through the forest. As if sensing his discomfort, Hade turned around and placed Daniel on his back before climbing up the mountains.

It was a long time before they had reached a path that wound around the mountainside. Daniel climbed off Hade’s back and stared at the forest which now was a small patch of green below. The sun was already descending, its descent casting off a vibrant, crimson and tangerine sunset. Hade even stopped to marvel at the beauty.

For a moment, Daniel let his emotions become swept up by this instant of serenity. He breathed deep through his nose, catching wind of pure air, cold and crisp, just like atop Mt. Greylock with Ryan. ‘Perhaps these worlds are not too different, after all.’

They rounded the mountain near its peak and stared into the valley below. In the fading light Daniel could see people lighting torches. A soft, amber light began to permeate the valley, and although it was a strange place and strange people, Daniel felt a calming sense of ease. They descended slow, but with a merrier step, grateful or the nearness of their destination.

By the time the blue light of the moon began to creep through the mountain peaks they had managed to step foot in the valley. The dirt and rocks of the mountains turned to luscious grass and trees. They were not the same size as the ones by Heseya’s home, but were still if a considerable size. Through several thickets, Daniel and Hade came upon the village of the Arutabari.

It did not seem as primitive as that of the Ormanicai. They had fashioned houses out of trees and white sandstone. The outer walls had a Victorian style about them, the branches weaving between the sand to hold the houses in their places. There were several denizens outside that all turned to face Daniel and Hade as they drew near, and they walked over to greet you.

Hade stopped in his tracks, and Daniel remembered how Vaelin waited to be invited into the village of the Ormanicai. The people walked up to Daniel and stared at him. One quickly turned and ran back into the village, shouting in a language Daniel could not discern.

Daniel turned to look at Hade who met his gaze with the same amount of anxious uncertainty. The crowd of people slowly began to grow, all their blank faces fixed upon the two strangers entering their village. Hade had made the village seem as some sort of refuge, though now Daniel was not so sure. He was about to speak when the people began to part for an old man.

He was wearing a covering that seemed to be made out of the forest, itself. Autumn colored leaves decorated the dark fur of the covering. Atop his head was a half skull of a deer, its mighty antlers arcing down his back. He walked on a cane made of twisted wood, his other hand was being held by a young man who was supporting him.

The old man stopped before Daniel and Hade for a moment to study them. His irises were coal black, his facial expression as bleak as the other members of the village. The man turned and nodded towards his helper, who released the man’s arm and stepped back, becoming one with the other villagers.

He walked slowly, the tip of his came carving itself into dirt and leaving minuscule impressions whenever he lifted it. The old man walked first to Hade, resting his hand upon Hade’s snout and Hade closed his eyes, his breathing marching the old man’s. For a moment they had seemed to become one, and Daniel remembered sharing a similar feeling with the man in the Ormanicai village. Hade released a deep sigh, almost as if some peace or comfort had been released through his body. He opened his eyes slowly and nodded to the old man who then walked over to face Daniel.

Daniel stared into the man’s dark eyes. They were not soft like Heseya’s but penetrating. It felt as though the man was searching for something inside of Daniel’s soul. He could feel his body tensing, and Daniel knew that he had to relax. The man closed his eyes slowly and Daniel did the same.

He began to see pictures floating through his mind as though he was recalling memories to the foreground of his thoughts. He saw his mother, Ruth and Ryan and several of the occasions that he was with them. He saw Elle and his mind lingered on her, on her smile and when she first kissed him. He then saw his father’s picture passport, and his picture at Bear Creek. He saw Heseya last, and as if she was speaking directly to him, Daniel heard her voice in his mind.

There will be a time to come when you must decide between worlds. The world you know and the world you see lead to two different paths of life.

Daniel thought that he could see images in his mind, but they were too clouded and left to quickly for him to grab a hold of.

He suddenly saw the old man, standing before the eye of his mind. He looked exactly the same, his giant covering of fur and leaves, his antler headdress, his cane. He spoke with a gentle voice that resounded in Daniel’s mind like a roaring lion.

So this is him, the son of the Star Traveler. The man’s words echoes through Daniel’s mind.

“The who,” Daniel asked. His voice seemed so small in his ears. A picture of Daniel’s father suddenly emerged in his mind.

He came to us many years ago, and some still remember the youthful child he had brought with him. He had such curiosity, such wonder in his eyes. I could never forget those eyes, Daniel.

Daniel stepped back frightfully. “There is no way that you could have known me as a kid. I did not even know any of this was possible until a couple days ago!” He stared into the old man’s eyes who only kept with gaze with an austere expression.

A thought dropped into Daniel’s mind, soft and silent as a drop of water . He remembered one of the letters that his father had written to him. I had taught you how to dream once.

“I Walked when I was younger,” Daniel asked.

Yes, many years ago. We had taught you of the forest, of the people and the creatures here. You played with the children of our village and marveled at our night sky. You were such a gentle thing, Daniel, wide-eyed and yet intelligent. There was promise in your eyes.

We had begun to teach you of the ways of the Stars when our village had been attacked. Your after had told us that men came from across the stars and wanted to rule our land. They burned our village and we lost many of your children. Your father stayed with us, to fight, but we did not see you again.

Daniel paused; he could almost imagine their village set ablaze, the shrieking women and children. The images seemed to be there, but very faint. “My father had left me a letter saying that he left to keep us safe, my mother and me.”

Your father knew that they would come from both worlds to try and find him. For many years now he has been hunted across the stars. His only option was to hope that you would find your way back here someday. You are strong, Daniel, just as he is. And now that you have returned are you prepared to take up his cause with us, are you prepared to continue learning of who you truly are meant to be, why you can journey across the stars?

Daniel hesitated before answering. He knew that this decision would affect more than just his own life. He would have to become a runner, just like his father. Daniel thought of his mother, how devastated she was when his father left, drinking herself into a fit of repression. He thought of Elle, of her smile and touch, the way that she had always been there for him. All of that would now begin to fade. But was he truly ready for that. Half-heartedly Daniel made his decision, and though it was what he wanted, he wished there could have been some other way.

“I am ready.”

The old man’s lips formed a gentle grin, warm and welcoming. Then I shall take you to him.

Blink (Chapter 6)

Chapter 6

Daniel awoke in the apartment, the pale, wallpaper of his room serving paragon to his return. His mind felt diluted, stretched, neither fully in Acrya, nor here on Earth. He tried to stretch his legs before standing, his body slumping over his bed like deadweight.

He managed to make his way into the living room to see his mother sprawled out upon the couch, passed out from another night of reckless repression. Daniel grabbed the blanket spread across the back of the couch and covered her. She nestled into the fabric. “Augsten,” she whimpered to herself. Daniel’s breath drew in his lungs and he turned away.

His stomach growled and Daniel realized that he had not eaten since his afternoon at the Stones’.  He checked the digital clock upon the stove, 11:17AM.  Daniel wondered where Elle might be at the time, so he popped a Lean Pocket into the microwave and walked back to his room to grab his phone.

There were two texts from Elle, one wishing him a good morning and the other asking if he would want to go prom dress shopping with her.  Daniel realized that he had completely forgotten about going to prom.  He sent back, “I still need to get a tux too, wanna help out?”

Elle sent a smiley face back to which Daniel said he would pick her up around three. For now, Daniel needed to figure out what was going on in Acrya.

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The drive out to the reservation was long, but Daniel kept the radio off.  On long drives like these, he needed time to think.  Was Vaelin safe?  Where was Heseya during the attack?  Is she alright?

He arrived in half an hour, the sun rising to the peak of its heat and causing invisible myriads that would float just above the sands, distorting the landscape. Daniel wiped the sweat from his brow as he walked to the trading post, unable to think of what he was going to say.  He walked to Heseya’s post and realized that she was not there.  Staring at the blank table where he had first met her, Daniel wondered where she had gone.  He recalled smooth stones with their carved, concentric circles, like the one his father had left for him, which he now wore around his neck.

Daniel walked over to the neighboring stall and asked where the woman selling the stones had gone.  The man had told him that she was very sick and had to stay in the village.  Daniel could tell by the man’s expression that he was lying.  “Look,” Daniel said gently.  “I know that she’s not sick.  Where is she?”

“Sir, I told you that she is not feeling well, and that she decided to stay in the village.”

“Well then let me go talk to her.”

“I am afraid I cannot let you do that, sir,” the man said, a stern austerity forming in his chest.

Daniel stared him down, drawing his hands into fists.  He needed answers.  “Where is she? I need to speak with her!”  Daniel’s anger started to swell like a tempest.  Why would she not want to see me?  She has the answers I need!

“Excuse me.”

Daniel changed the target of his aggression, staring with burning eyes upon Heseya’s granddaughter. “What, are you going to tell me that I can’t see her, too?” Daniel’s shoulders rose and fell with deep breaths that shook his frame with frustration and anger.

“Do you mind to come with me for a moment?”  Her eyes made her look sincere.  She was not smiling, not frowning, just looking into Daniel with the same deep expression he had seen when Heseya looked at him in her kitchen.  He knew that she sympathized and wanted to help.  Daniel followed her away from the trading posts, and the man who had fallen victim to Daniel’s rage seemed to be thankful for it.

They walked back towards Daniel’s car. Once they arrived, she turned and spoke.  “My grandmother has not yet woken up,” she said.

Daniel stared at the girl in shock.  “What do you mean she hasn’t woken up?”

“I cannot explain right now,” she replied, staring back towards the trading posts. Several of the vendors were gathering, watching them with eager curiosity.  “Drive back down the road to the old gas station.  I will meet you there.”

Daniel nodded and opened the door to his car, thankful that now he will receive some of the answers that he has been searching for.  “Thank you,” he said before climbing back into his car and shutting the door.  He backed out slowly and drove off.

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Daniel’s car sat beside an old gas pump in the lot of the gas station.  The paint had already worn off in some parts, exposing rust, and the host had been chopped off some time ago.

He sat in the driver’s seat, his chair reclined.  The windows were up and the air conditioning turned to full blast to try and guard his skin from the sweltering heat of the reservation.  He thought about resting, but always found himself checking the surroundings to see if Heseya’s granddaughter would soon arrive.

It had been some time, but she finally appeared, tapping on the glass of the passenger’s door.  Daniel unlocked the doors and the girl crawled inside.  She was young, maybe a year or two younger than Daniel.  Her hair was pulled back and braided, tied together at the end by a string of shiny, dark blue beads.  She was cute, but you could tell by the look in her eyes that she was more aware of the world than her peers.

“So why hasn’t she woken up,” Daniel asked, cutting to business.

She cleared her throat before speaking, her hands drawn into her lap. She stared at the floorboards while she talked.  “It is possible to be stuck in another world for some time.  After enough traveling your soul has a hard time distinguishing where it really belongs, where home really is.  However, I believe that she is being held captive.”

“Captive,” Daniel though aloud.  “Who would have captured her?”

The girl bundled up some of her skirt in her hands, nervously.  “There are people that have been trying to find us, find the Walkers, for some time.  My grandmother told me never to Walk by myself, or if I found myself Walking to stay near her house.  They are trying to find us.”

“They? They who?”  Daniel suddenly remembered his encounter with Norwood at the apartment, the man’s stern look at he studied Daniel, his piercing gaze through the window.  He thought of the picture of his father and how he had become a fugitive.  “The government?”

She nodded slowly.

“Many years ago, they started taking in Walkers.  They were trying to use the other world, to conquer it.  Some of our tribe went willingly, some did not.  My grandmother was one of those who went willingly, under the impression that they would try to create harmony with those in Acrya.  She was wrong, betrayed, and so she left and we have been running since then.”

Daniel reclined his chair, his mind consumed in deep thought.  He turned to face the girl.  “Did Heseya know my father?”

The girl nodded.  “She worked with him.  He helped her escape whenever things grew worse at the facility.  He brought her here, to this reservation where they had been in hiding for several years.  It was until you were born that he had to move. They did not know that Grandmother was here, only your father.  So he left to keep Grandmother and your family safe.”

That’s why he left, Daniel thought.  All these years of bitterness at his father’s absence and he had merely escaped to keep Daniel from a life of a vagabond.  A life his father believed best if Daniel did not have to embrace.  Daniel stared out the front of the car.  The wind outside drew the sand into tiny waves before releasing the grains to fall back to the earth.  “Where is he?  Do you know where my father is?”

Daniel stared at the girl intently; she stared back at her feet.  “He met Grandmother in Acrya.  He was staying with another clan.  I remember seeing him several times, when I was younger, when Grandmother was teaching me to Walk.  I have not seen him for some time now, though.”

All this time he has been in Acrya?  Daniel knew that he needed to find his father.  He knew the answers to all of his questions lied with him.

“We need to go to Acrya, tonight.”

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Elle called while Daniel was on the drive back in town.  She was more than excited about going out.  Her parents offered her more than enough for the dress, indication of their temporal sobriety.  Daniel did not mind, though, he was used to seeing her flawed and distraught from her parent’s neglect or aggression he cherished the days when she was like this, like the world was filled with more than just darkness.

Daniel reached Elle’s home by 2:45. He walked out to the front of the apartment to see Elle’s mother seeing her off, waving goodbye as Elle continued to walk towards Daniel, smiling. Daniel thought, for a moment, about how curious it is that people can have such different sides of themselves. They almost appear to be mirrors, reflecting only what situation or person would require of them without showing what lies behind the glass. Daniel hugged Elle and thought that he was the same way. Leading two lives, now, one in Acrya as a Walker, under the care of Heseya, Hade and Vaelin, and in the other respect he was here on Earth. He was Elle’s boyfriend.

She kissed his cheek and Daniel wondered to himself if he should tell Elle about Acrya. He knew that he should not keep secrets from her, but Daniel remembered that Heseya was captured in Acrya and that his father was a fugitive. He did not want that for her, just as his father did not want it for him.

Elle caught the creeping sadness in Daniel’s eyes as she stared at him, lost in thought. “Ready,” she asked tilting her head to the side in a quizzical manner.

Daniel shook his head, drawing his mind loose from the vice grip of his thoughts. He looked down at Elle and decided within himself to do the best he could to keep her safe. He would not tell her what lies beyond his mirror.

As they drove, Daniel tried to push aside thoughts of Acrya. He reached across the center console for Elle’s hand, and she took if gleefully.  Her giddiness seemed to effect Daniel as well, and pretty soon Daniel was talking and smiling like his normal self.

He wanted to be here for her, in this moment, but Daniel was beginning to understand the difficulty of being fractured between two worlds.

After a half an hour’s drive of deliberating who their friends might be taking to prom, they finally arrived at the Metropolitan Mall. It was one of the larger malls in the local area, a place where many teenagers often gathered within its court. Elle had already made arrangements with one of the dress shops within the mall’s plaza.  Her friend Eliza’s mother was the owner of the shop. Elle must have already stopped by at some point, as they entered the store Eliza’s mother embraced Elle tenderly and took her back towards the dressing room.

Daniel put his hands in his jean pockets and followed them slowly, eyeing the many dresses and their colorful fabrics. He found a chair nestled between two mannequins, one wearing a giant orange dress and the other in a skinny red one.

He could hear giggling resonating from the dressing room where Elle and Eliza’s mother was fitting her. Daniel smiled to himself and began to loo around the store. The store itself was a rather large building, but there were so many dresses and mannequins that the room felt small. There were old, oak dressers in some corners and along some of the walls which had olden English objects like a quill and ink well resting upon them.

Daniel rose and walked over to one of the cabinets and stared into a small mirror. He noticed that his reflection seemed different. He looked worn, his hair slightly unkempt and there were shadows under his eyes. Daniel ran his hands through his hair, staring at the incessant strain in his eyes.

The door to the changing room clicked open and Daniel spun on his heels as Elle emerged in her first dress. It fitted her form perfectly, tracing her curves with an artist’s hand, but the colors appalled Daniel. The dress was a deep blue, riddled with greens oranges and pinks. Elle spun, the flare of the dress fanning outward. She turned towards Daniel and craned her head to one side in an inquisitive manner.

Daniel put his hand to his mouth to contain his laughter.

“What do you think,” she asked, her voice reaching through the abysmal space occupied by their breathing and Daniel’s silent pondering for an appropriate answer.  He chuckled to himself, “you look like a giant peacock,” he finally managed as he burst into laughter.

Elle’s cheeks darkened. She clenched her fists and drew then into her sides, her shoulders rose as tension and anger surged throughout her body.

But Daniel could not control himself as he rocked back and forth in his chair, his body surging with laughter. Elle turned sharply and disappeared into the changing room.

His fit lasted for several more minutes before Elle reemerged and Daniel’s breath caught in his lungs.

Elle stood, her face distraught, her body tense like a bundle of nerves. She searched Daniel’s blank face for a reaction, but he was speechless.

She was in a sleek, scarlet red dress with oval shaped crystals decorating her chest. Her hair was swept to one side, her head dipped low as though she was nervous about being dressed so elegantly. Daniel could feel his heart racing. She raised her head enough that he could stare into her eyes. They seemed to jump out at him, two crystal blue oceans with which he was submerging. He wanted to lose himself, caught in the attraction of all that she was and the familiarity with which his heart was now inclined.

Daniel stood and began to walk towards Elle, swallowing a lump that was caught in his throat. “You look beautiful,” the words fell out of his mouth like a tower collapsing. He fumbled with them as they escaped his lips. Elle smiled, bashfully. Just as Daniel drew near and leaned in to kiss Elle he felt a hand on his arm pulling him away.

“Time to get you fitted,” Eliza’s mother said, matter-of-factly. Elle chuckled and headed back into her dressing room. “What are your measurements,” Eliza’s mother asked while leafing through tuxedo jackets.

Daniel stared at her blankly.  She let out a disgruntled huff as she walked to her desk and retrieved a long tape-measure, and he stood, spread-eagle, as she tightened the measure around his neck, waist and arms.  Daniel stared straight ahead at the mirror attached on the outside of the door for the men’s dressing room.  Slowly, like a rising tide the images of Acrya began to creep back into his mind.  He could hear Eliza’s mother droning into his ear, lifting his arms or separating his legs and he followed obediently, but his mind was completely absent.

How do I even find Heseya now, and where did Vaelin go?  Is he still alive?  He pictured the large, cerulean moon that shined brightly upon the forest where he first emerged into this new world.  He remembered his arm in the sling, broken from Sain’s attack. He had to find a way to stop Sain and free Heseya.  He had to find Vaelin and make some sort of plan.  He had to find a way.

Eliza’s mother shoved Daniel, lightly, into the fitting room with a full outfit and shoes.  Daniel dressed slowly, his mind still ensnared in planning.  He questioned how strange things must be, and thought of his father, who for years had been only a dream away.  How do I know this really isn’t just a dream?

There was a slight tapping upon the dressing room door.  “Daniel,” Elle asked quietly.

Daniel shrugged off his thoughts and turned toward the mirror along the side of the wall, eyeing himself.  He liked the tuxedo, it fit him well.  There was a black shirt with a black tie underneath a scarlet colored vest to match Elle’s dress. His pants had two holes in the pockets, which Daniel stuck his thumbs through as he tried to fix his shirt as it was tucked into his pants.  He looked at the metal cufflinks, unsure as to how they were to be put on and held them in his hand, the suit jacket in the other.  He opened the door to the dressing room and walked out to see Elle.  She was smiling, and had already changed back into her jeans and a Panic! at the Disco shirt.

“Let me look at you,” she said as the grabbed Daniel’s shoulder and began to spin him around.  Daniel felt like some sort of prized animal at a zoo and felt slightly embarrassed.  He shrugged and looked away.  Eliza’s mother had heard the Elle’s voice and had come over to join them, loosening Daniel’s tie and adjusting the vest and shirt.  Elle noticed the cufflinks in his hand and took them.  “Hold out your arm,” she said as she fit the links into his shirt sleeves.  Daniel watched as she worked with delicacy, her fingers moving gracefully.  She took his hand after she had finished and Daniel smiled at her.

“Thank you,” Daniel crooned, and Elle smiled back, deeply.

“Not bad,” Eliza’s mother exasperated.  “A good haircut and a shave and you might look as handsome as my oldest son.”

Elle chuckled and Daniel stood awkwardly.  “Thanks,” he replied.

“Now let’s get this off,” Eliza’s mother said as she took the suit jacket.  Daniel walked back into the dressing room and changed back into his normal clothes.  When he came back into the main room Elle gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.  They walked over to the counter where Eliza’s mother sat with the dress and suit at the register.  They paid for the clothes and left the store with two giant, zip-up bags.

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After they brought the clothes back to Daniel’s car, Elle and Daniel went into the mall to eat and watch a movie.  Elle snuggled tightly to Daniel’s shoulder during the entire film and Daniel enjoyed the simple feeling of closeness that they shared.

Afterwards, Daniel drove Elle home and helped her bring the dress into her house.  He was greeted at the door by Elle’s mother who was anxiously awaiting to see the type of dress that Elle had picked out.  They began to laugh and giggle and Daniel knew that it was time to leave.  He said goodbye to Elle and her mother and began to walk back to the car.

“Wait,” Elle cried out as she ran over to him.

Daniel turned around.  They embraced for a moment before Elle kissed him.  “Thank you for today,” she finally said after a moment’s pause.

“I’m glad that I went,” Daniel replied, his arms still around her waist.

Elle folded her arms into her chest and leaned into Daniel’s.  He pulled her in close in another hug.

“I’ll see you tomorrow,” she asked, still buried in his shirt.

“Yeah,” Daniel replied, his stomach tightening with nervous anticipation.  “I’ll see you tomorrow.

Blink (Chapter 5)

Chapter 5

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Daniel could feel the cool touch of leather against his neck and arms.  He wiggled his feet in his socks and could feel carpet, the same carpet that was installed since before his mother bought the apartment.  I’m home.

He opened his eyes and saw faded, sky blue walls.  The television sat dormant in front of him, the screen black once again.  Daniel began to stretch but winced anticipating the pain of moving his broken, right arm, but he was surprised when no searing jolt accompanied his movement.  He looked at his arm, massaging it with the fingers of his left and realized that it was not broken. Whatever happens in one place must not affect the other. 

Anxiety gripped Daniel and he jumped off the couch.  Elle, his brain screamed.  He ran toward his room and opened the door.  Elle was still asleep, her red hair stretching out behind her in beautiful, red waves.  The sheet on Daniel’s bed covering her body traced her curves so perfectly.  She looked so beautiful.

His entrance startled Elle.  She rolled over and started sleepily massaging her eyes with the back of one hand.  “Dan,” she asked, her words cutely slurred.  Daniel smiled.

“Hey,” he murmured.  “Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.”

“Is something wrong?”

“No, no, I was just checking on you.”

Elle smiled. “Okay.” Daniel walked over to the bedside. The closer he drew, the more her smile seemed to grow.  Daniel closed his eyes and pressed his lips to her forehead.  Her head felt warm, her skin smooth.

“Go back to sleep,” Daniel said softly.  “I’ll wake you up when Ryan and Ruth come to get us.”

“Okay,” she said again and rolled over.  Daniel’s lips were permanently parted to smile; he ducked out of the room and quietly closed the door.

He laid across the length of the couch for about a half hour, his hands behind his head, mesmerized by all that had happened in Acrya. It was all so incredible, unbelievable even. The more Daniel thought about it, Sain the Guardian, Vaelin and Hade, Heseya, the more it made him think of his dad. All of the letters came back to mind. “See you soon…” Could he be in Acrya, too, Daniel asked himself.

He heard a gentle rapping upon the front door.  Daniel walked quietly and put his eye up to the peep hole.  In the distorted image was a man in a suit.  He looked in his late thirties, early forties with dark, black hair that was gelled and parted to one side.  He had a little scruff and square glasses.  Daniel opened the door and stared at him. “Can I help you,” he asked quizzically.

“Afternoon,” the man replied stoically.  He reached into his blazer pocket and began to unfold a piece of paper.  “I am under an investigation for the government.  Have you seen this man?”

Daniel stared at the hand-drawn profile of a man.  He looked about mid-forties with short hair and an emerging beard.  He looked rugged and ruthless.  He looks like my father. 

Daniel began faking facial gestures as though he was trying to study the picture further.  The agent’s expression did not waiver.  He was being studied, and the man was letting nothing on.  While Daniel was acting, his mind was a flurry of horror and curiosity.  What in the world could the government want with my dad?  Do they know that he has been trying to contact me?  Have they been watching me?

“Nope, I’ve never seen him.” Still nothing, Daniel thought staring into the glasses of the man.  “Can I ask why you’re looking for him?”

“He is a ruthless fugitive who has been spotted this area.”  A fugitive?  The man pulled out a business card and handed it to Daniel who began studying it.  “Any and all information regarding this man that you might have, if you see him down the street, anything, call this number and report directly to me.”

“Yes sir, Agent…”

“Norwood.”

“Agent Norwood, I will let you know if anything comes up.”

“Thank you,” Norwood replied in his monotone, business voice before turning and heading down the stairs.

The picture of Daniel’s father in the government passport burned into his mind.  If he worked for the government, why are they after him now?  Daniel was staring down the stairs, watching Norwood leave and realized that the front door to the apartment complex has a lock which only the tenants have the keys to.  That guy broke into our building.  He came specifically to see me. 

Daniel slammed the door and ran to the front window behind the TV.  Norwood was walking down the sidewalk on the opposite end of the street.  He seemed to be such an intimidating figure.  Any passersby walking in the opposite direction would give him the right of way as they passed.  Just as Daniel was watching him walk out of sight he stopped, turned and looked directly into Daniel’s window.  Terror made his heart drop faster than the elevator in the Tower of Terror.  Norwood’s face was emotionless, but beneath his visage was the gaze of a predator, sharp eyes and a strong will.

They held each other’s gaze until Daniel felt a hand against his shoulder.  He jumped awfully, and turned to see Elle studying his expression.  She seemed concerned as she looked over his face.  By now, Daniel could feel beads of sweat trail down the middle of his back and neck.  His hands felt clammy and Daniel could sense that all the blood had gone from his face.

“Who was that,” Elle asked.

“It was some detective looking for a criminal. He tried scaring me because he thought I knew something about the guy.”

“Did you?”

“No, he looked like some wack-job. I’ve never seen the guy before in my life.”  Her eyes narrowed, her gaze seeming to transform into a lie detector.  Daniel tried to hold his own.  He did not like lying to Elle, but Daniel did not want to frighten her if she knew that he and his father were being watched.

“I hope they catch him, then.”  Elle wrapped her arms around Daniel.  He leaned in to kiss her forehead before squeezing her tight, confused as to whether or not his father is a man he could trust or a man that he should turn in.

†Ѡ†

After they ate with Ruth and Ryan, Elle’s parents called asking her to come home.  She did not seem prepared or remotely willing to return, as she and Daniel climbed into his car.  The drive was spent in silence, and Elle held onto Daniel’s hand the entire way.  He tried to think of things to say, to comfort her, but he was vexed by the silver car that was following them.  The sun was falling in the sky, making it just difficult enough to not be able to make out the driver, but Daniel knew that it was Norwood.

Daniel stopped across the road from Elle’s apartment and unbuckled.  They walked to the front door hand in hand.  “Thank you for today,” Elle said as she kissed Daniel before going back inside.  He stood facing her door for a moment before walking back to the car.  In his peripherals Daniel noticed that the silver car was about six spots behind his own.  He climbed back into his car and adjusted the mirror, attempting to see what Norwood was doing.  Daniel strained toward his window in vain and decided to just start the car.

Once Daniel arrived back at the apartment he was still on edge.  He noticed that his shoulders were tensed and his breathing labored.  Daniel grabbed some clothes and a towel and got in the shower.  The water helped to soothe his anxiety.  He tried to lay down, but mind was still running a million miles per hour.  Thoughts of Acrya began to bubble up.  Daniel had journeyed into an entirely separate world all its own.  His mind drifted through the battle with Sain.  He thought of his father, Augsten, and his picture inside the government passport.  Who was my father? What did he do? Why is he a fugitive?

Daniel put his clothes on and walked back to his room, stretching out upon the bed.  My brain was still a flurry of activity, but my body was sore and overly stressed. It did not take long for my thoughts to become a dull murmur and sleep to overtake me, my thoughts still lingering on Acrya.

Daniel woke in the basement of Heseya’s home. His right arm was heavy upon his chest, still wrapped in the sling Vaelin had made. The candles shined faintly upon the stone walls, the air cooled by the underground insulation. Daniel sat up and felt rejuvenated. He rolled out of bed delicately and ascended the basement steps. Upstairs, Daniel did not hear any movement, so he walked through the main hall and exited the front door.

It was early morning; a layer of fog caressed the tree tops of the forest ahead. The sunlight was still perching over the canopy which left the gigantic moon still partially illuminated in the atmosphere. Daniel was in awe of such beauty. A gentle wind brushed his clothes and Daniel could smell the same intoxicating aromas of nature that he was accustomed to on Earth.   He could feel the open air and it was liberating.  It reminded him of a time when he and Ryan had hiked a mountain together.

Ruth was away at an art auction for several of her pieces, and so Ryan decided to take him to Mt. Greylock, a tourist attraction for those avid hikers who ventured into the city, but also a serene place during the fall when tourist attraction had died down a bit.  Daniel did not take nearly enough provisions, and very soon into the hike they grew overly weary. Some other hikers passing by offered some water and a few granola bars.  Daniel was thankful but Ryan seemed rather embarrassed.

Daniel turned back toward the house to take it all in.  The house was a humble thing, but still seemed so elegant.  There was a staircase leading from the front door, but there was also a bridge that left from the back corner, its stones painted with moss and lichen.  Under it ran a small stream, its bubbling soothing as Daniel sat and talked with Heseya the night of his arrival.  There was also a small gazebo that spanned out over the creek. Vaelin stayed there during the night, lighting paper lanterns and keeping quietly to himself.

“So you are back.” Daniel snapped around to see Vaelin climbing the hill leading to the house.  “Heseya said that you would not be long.  It seems you have better control of your Gift than you knew.”

Daniel stared into his steel eyes.  The sunlight cast a shine upon them as though Daniel was staring into a mirror.  Vaelin’s face was blank, his eyes unwavering as they were fixed upon Daniel’s.  He could not understand if Vaelin  was merely curious or if he was truly angered by Daniel’s presence.  He did not talk much as we were gathering firewood, perhaps he has a distaste for outsiders?

“This way,” Vaelin motioned, walking passed Daniel and around the house. Daniel followed as they traversed the stone bridge and continued on a path away from the forest.  The trees started to thin out the further they walked, but were still as monstrous in size.  Their roots were like circuitry jutting out from the trunk in all directions, plummeting into the earthen flesh of Acrya.  Daniel wondered how deep the roots ran.  In the forest all of the trees seemed interlinked by their canopies, did the roots bind them to each other as well?

The further they walked away from Heseya’s home the more anxious Daniel began to feel.  The world was still strange to him, and Daniel was not too keen on venturing out again.  A picture of Sain flashed through his mind as he rubbed his arm inside the sling.

“Vaelin, where are we going?”  He did not lose pace, his determined step still creating distance between the two of them.  Daniel looked at his clawed hands and they were relaxed by his side.  He never noticed until now, or perhaps he had never worn them before, but behind Vaelin’s back, attached to his belt were two knives.  They were long and curved, the scabbard had an opening on either side that sheathed both blades.  The hilts were black with small guards.  The scabbard swayed back and forth with each of Vaelin’s steps, but the blades seemed thoroughly fit within their scabbard.

“To the Ormanicai,” he replied, facing forward.  Daniel had to strain his neck to try and capture the words as he spoke them.

“Who are they?”

“The Ormanicai are one of the twelve tribes of Acrya. They worship Tsu’ey and aid in preserving the forest.”

“They worship Tsu’ley–but I thought that Sain was the Guardian of the forest?”

“No, Sain has recently emerged and bewitched Tsu’ley. He calls himself the Guardian although he is bringing imbalance to the forest.  The Ormanicai believe that Sain is trying to find something, the soul of the forest. That is why Hade and I help fight with the Ormanicai; to free Tsu’ley, but we do not understand how Sain controls him.”  Vaelin had stopped along the path and turned to face Daniel.  He looked around, not wanting to become trapped again by Vaelin’s gaze once again.  The moon was invisible now, the sun around high-noon, if they used the same time as on Earth.  There were bird songs in the distance and the faintest of breezes upon Daniel’s skin. “If he is seeking power, Sain must be stopped.” Vaelin’s eyes burned with a visceral pain, it seemed as though his gaze could burn Daniel’s skin.

“But you shot him-twice-didn’t you kill him?”

“It would appear that Sain is not so easy to kill. I shot him several times and Hade tried tearing him open, but he does not seem to feel physical pain. He does not bleed.”

He does not bleed? How could they even kill something that does not feel pain, that shows no sign of dying? “Then, how do you plan to kill it,” Daniel asked.

“That is why we are going to the Ormanicai.”

They walked for some time longer. The trees continued to disappear and were replaced by giant, green mountains.  Daniel could feel the wind moving faster here, stronger. Even though they were surrounded by the peaks, Daniel felt so much more freedom than he had ever felt back on Earth.  The forest, however vast and large, seemed to feel like a cage.  Daniel could breathe fresh air here, no longer stifled by the canopy overhead.  He could look up and see the sky, the sun high in its ascent,  not guarded by millions of leaves shielding it’s radiance.

Daniel walked slowly, taking everything in. This scene was not something that he could see back at home. For a moment Daniel wished that Elle could be here to share in this. “Vaelin, can all humans dream walk?”

“I know nothing of that,” he replied frankly. “You should ask Heseya of such.” Silence rang in with an eerie chill as another gust caught their clothes.  Vaelin always seems on edge about something.

“We are here,” Vaelin spoke, his clawed finger pointing in the distance.  There were two peaks cradling the now setting sun, and between them ran a gentle river.  They walked along side it as they journeyed closer.  Above the river, splitting the gap in the mountains was a stone bridge that led to a series of buildings hugging the southern peak, the village of the Ormanicai.

As they began to traverse the bridge Daniel could see a dozen, small children.  They were too far away to make out expressions, but all at once they turned and fled into the village.  Daniel smiled as they continued to cross.  They reached halfway across the bridge when Vaelin stopped Daniel, his claws digging into Daniel’s shirt.

“What is it,” Daniel asked.

“We must be invited across,” he said with stoic expression.  “We wait here.”

Daniel looked up at Vaelin and then stared back out into the village.  No one was outside.  There was only a faint trail of smoke rising against the blue canvas of the sky, faintly dancing in the wind.  Daniel craned his ears but could only hear the gentle rustling of the wind.  They waited for some time while no one came.

Just as Daniel was about to speak out three figures began to walk across the bridge.  They were tall, about six and a half feet.  Daniel could not make out their faces because they were shrouded by masks fashioned from animal skulls.  The man in the middle of the three, Daniel supposed to be the leader, had a massive skull with giant antlers.  The antlers reminded him of Tsu’Ley.  His shoulders were at eye level with the other two.  They all had skin as black as coal, darker than any man Daniel had seen before, and around the leader’s shoulders was a sort shroud of black fur covering his entire body.  On each of their masked headdresses there was a great mane in the back of some wiry hair. Braided in them were beads and fangs of fallen animals.

Vaelin bowed to them and Daniel awkwardly bent over following suit.  The three men leaned ever so slightly to greet them.  Daniel went to take a step but noticed that Vaelin did not move.  Instead, the three masked men came over to examine them.  Vaelin handed over his swords and they motioned for him to continue into the village.  He began to walk away but stopped to look back towards Daniel.  The darkest of the three was standing over him.  Daniel could feel his hot breath gently cascading upon his face.  He could see nothing through the mask, almost as if it had become the very man himself.  The man reached out with a dark hand through the black feathers of his shawl.  His palm stopped inches from Daniel’s chest.

Daniel felt as though the man  was searching inside of him.  He felt warm, as though the very motions of his body were slowed and brought to sensitivity.  Daniel closed his eyes.  His heartbeat echoed through his chest like a deep drum, rippling through his skin.  His breathing became the motion of the wind, still and resounding.

Daniel felt him, for a moment, as though an electricity came through the man and into Daniel’s body, pulsing with a heat through his veins.  Daniel’s memories swam before him, the apartment, his mother, the Stones, Elle. It was as if he was downloading all of Daniel’s memories into his brain. This continued until his mind rested on the government passport image of his father. Daniel felt the hand move away from his body and looked up, again into the mask of the man. A hand rested on Daniel’s back the man gesturing him across the bridge. Daniel stepped lightly, relief washing over his body. He caught up with Vaelin and they continued into the village.

The village was small, cradled in the side of the mountain.  Daniel smelled cooking meat and it made his stomach churn, he could not remember the last time he had eaten.  The houses in the village were small yurts made out of dead tree branches.  As Daniel looked around he noticed that all of the villagers were wearing masks.  Even the children, now had oval, painted masks made of wood.  They danced around Daniel and Vaelin, eyeing them curiously.

The men with the skulls were leading them to the largest yurt in the center of the village. A pillar of smoke was rising from a hole in the center if the ceiling.  Daniel turned and saw that the people of the village were following them, their heads tilting their masks in quizzical gestures.  Vaelin stood firm, almost statuesque as he followed behind the the tallest man.  The congregation paused as the tallest man lifted a curtain at the front of the yurt and Daniel and Vaelin walked inside.

Daniel could barely breathe, the smoke of the burning fire in the center of the room forming a giant cloud above their heads.  He imagined its desperate urge to escape as it clawed through the invisible hole in the roof.  On the opposite side of the yurt sat another figure.  A hood covered the figure’s face as the smoke danced in small cloud above them. Daniel turned and looked at Vaelin for some expression as to who this person was, but Vaelin remained emotionless. Does he feel anything?  They stepped closer, parting round the fire. The tall man instructed them to sit in front of the mysterious figure.  Daniel crossed his legs and sat patiently.

The figure removed its hood and Daniel looked into the eyes of a very old man, the folds of time drawing lines upon his face. The man stared at Daniel with deep, brown eyes, like Heseya, that pulled a part of your soul out of you every time you made eye contact. Daniel tried averting his eyes but found himself caught in the old man’s stare. The tall man waved and a boy Daniel’s age came and sat next to them all. The amber light of the fire danced on the boy’s ashen skin.

The old man spoke with a deep, raspy voice. His words came very slow and slurred, but the language was almost melodic. Like a gentle roaring wind, Daniel felt himself at ease amongst the man’s words. “Chieftain Ro’ha says,” the young boy began, staring at the floor, “that Heseya has a new student.”  The old man reached out his hand, gesturing Daniel to sit in front of him.  Daniel looked again to Vaelin, but he was still as austere.  Daniel got up and kneeled before the Chieftain. Ro’ha held out his hands, gesturing for Daniel’s and he placed his own inside the Chieftain’s, palms up.  The Chieftain’s hands were calloused and hot, he studied Daniel’s hands for some time before drawing Daniel’s fingers into two small fists.

Again, the Chieftain spoke, and Daniel felt lulled by his gentle roar. “Chieftan Ro’ha says that he sees very much power in you,” began the boy. “But, the path you choose to take will choose your power.”

Chieftain Ro’ha looked up from Daniel’s hands, his gaze now fixed upon Daniel’s face. Daniel stared back quizzically and saw something in the Chieftan’s own eyes. Concern.

Finally Vaelin spoke, “Chieftain, we come requesting to aid in the destruction of Sain. We ask how we might destroy him.”

The Chieftain continued staring into Daniel’s eyes for a long time before he spoke. “The Chieftain says that the Half Breed and the Beast Child have tried killing Sain’s body. What they do not know is how to kill its spirit.”

Daniel severed himself from Ro’ha’s gaze and looked at Vaelin. Vaelin’s eyes shifted momentarily to Daniel before returning to the Chieftain. I have never heard of destroying a spirit, Daniel thought to himself.

“Tell me how we might destroy Sain’s spirit,” Vaelin asked with austerity.

Ro’ha sat back against the wall of his hut and closed his eyes. The young boy reached into a leather bag and pulled out some type of plant leaves which he stuffed into a wooden pipe and handed to the talk man who took a stick of fire and lit the contents. An amber glow lot the end of his pipe. Ro’ha inhaled deeply and exhaled smoke which joined the cloud above his head.

“Sain,” the first word Daniel had understood him say. It reverberated off of the walls with a solid tone that rattled Daniel’s bones. “Sain is tu’etlah.  Made spirit.  Only place made, place of rest can be killed.  Must be burned.”

“So we must burn Sain’s place of origin,” Vaelin repeated in a tone of reassurance, a refueled confidence building in his words. He bowed and Daniel followed his example. The Chieftain lowered his head in return as Daniel and Vaelin rose and left the hut.

The walk back to Heseya’s was a silent one, but Daniel’s mind was swimming with questions. The sun was fading across the sky, the giant, turquoise moon illuminating their path with sapphire rays of light. Vaelin seemed rigid as he walked, his right hand wrapped around the holy of one of his swords.

“Is everything alright,” Daniel asked, feeling foolish about the crack of nervousness in his voice.

Vaelin did not respond. He only tightened his grip on the blade as they continued to walk. Daniel could feel his heart racing in his ears. He wondered why he did not have a weapon, himself, but realized that he would have no idea how to use one. Sain had dispatched him so easy and with little effort. Daniel did not even see the blow coming.

Their pace quickened and Daniel’s breaths grew louder. He scanned their surroundings and noticed the forest growing thicker. They must be getting close now.

Suddenly, Daniel felt a hard shove from Vaelin as he began to sprint. “Run,” Vaelin yelled and Daniel tried to catch up. Vaelin slowed to match his strides, eyes trained on the forest. Neither of his blades were unsheathed, but Daniel noticed Vaelin’s knuckles turning white.

They ran harder, the breath coming to Daniel’s lungs in small inhales, never enough to slate the burning of his chest and legs. He pushed on harder, each impact sending jolts of electricity through his adrenaline-pumped body. His heartbeat was racing twice as fast as he could run, pounding in his ears and temples.

Daniel stared into the woods and he could see it, something was crashing through the forest, snapping limbs off of trees and brush. With an accumulated swiftness, Daniel managed to catch up to Vaelin. “What is it,” Daniel shouted, but Vaelin remained silent, his eyes attatched to the figure in the woods. He turned and saw Heseya’s hut in the distance. From the side of the house, Daniel also saw Hade galloping toward them with incredible speed. He was upon the in seconds.

“Hade,” Vaelin spoke, “get him out of here. Take him into the woods.”

Daniel stopped next to Hade and stared at Vaelin. For the first time he noticed something sprawled across Vaelin’s face, fear. Vaelin unsheathed his swords and poised himself between Daniel and the figure in the woods. Daniel noticed the silence of the forest, and an ominous chill ran up his spine.

“But brother,” Hade growled, “you always said that the forest was–”

“I know what I said, brother. But that is the only place he will be safe.” Hade grabbed Daniel and hoisted him upon his back. Daniel’s heart was still racing with the intensity of the unknown transpiring around him.  Hade began to leave before pausing to turn back towards Vaelin. Daniel could feel the tension in Hade’s muscles. He did not want to abandon his brother like this. “Go,” Vaelin shouted. It took a moment more, but Hade finally began galloping toward the forest where Daniel first encountered Sain and Tsu’ley.  Daniel watched Vaelin for as long as he could until he and Hade were finally surrounded by trees.

Hade ran hard, the wind and branches whipping passed Daniel’s face, scraping his skin.  His hands wrapped tightly around the fur of Hade’s back in tussles.  He held on for dear life, his body wracking against Hade’s with every leap.  After some time the world began to blur and Daniel only felt his breath and the pulsing rhythm of Hade’s steps. He worried for Vaelin, that perhaps whatever was coming might have killed him, but he buried the thought as he realized where he was.

Hade stopped within the clearing where Daniel had seen Sain.  His stomach grew into a knot as they searched the perimeter for any sign of a follower.  Daniel’s breath remained caught in his lungs until Hade had finally convinced him that it was safe.  He climbed off of Hade’s back and rested upon the rock in the middle of the clearing.  Hade was staring back towards Heseya’s house, towards Vaelin.  It was as if his very soul was connected to his brother’s, aching from the pain of separation at such a dire moment as this.  Hade’s chest was heaving in and out as he tried to catch his breath, his exhales escaped as gigantic, arduous growls. Tension and fear was a thickening cloud blocking Daniel’s thoughts.

Daniel stood and began to walk around, the giant, blue moon casting off its azure rays into the trees.  There was no sound, no chirping of birds as had welcomed him on his first journey to Acrya.  There was an ominous chill, an ambiguous lifelessness in a forest filled with beauty.  Hade’s head suddenly snapped towards the easternmost part of the clearing, his ears perking up.  Daniel stared off in the same direction, trying his hardest to catch whatever it was that had so suddenly drawn Hade’s attention.

It was almost non-existent at first, but then Daniel could hear a gentle whirring like a traveling rainstorm.  Daniel could feel Hade’s body pressed into his own, shoving him out of the way.  There was a loud crash and Daniel rolled through the grass. He struggled to try and see passed Hade who was standing sentient between Daniel and their attacker.  Daniel stood, barely noticing the throbbing from his right arm that had not fully healed.  He walked around Hade slowly and stared into the bright, crimson eyes of Sain.  He was now holding a giant rock, just like the one that was now cratering the ground where Daniel was just standing.

Sain reared back his arm once more and all at once Daniel felt himself riding Hade once more through the forest. The sound of snapping wood accompanied their retreat at the rock landed several yards behind them. They ran forever, it seemed until they found a place in the woods. The light of the sun was beginning to add amber rays across the blue night. The last thing Daniel remembered before falling asleep was Hade standing, staring into the wood like a gargoyle. Daniel’s solemn protector.

Insomnia

Okay, here’s another one for you to get me back into the swing of things in lieu of my recently acquired malfunction.  And posting this at 5 a.m. helps prove the point.  Here’s Insomnia:

Stuck in thought without movement

While the pavement melts beneath my feet,

Absorbing my soles to the dormant hull of my shipwrecked being.

Surrendered, and I taste hours like a bitter pill

Dissolved, disillusioned.

And all matter of speaking, well-worn and ostentatious,

Words don’t carry their weight,

And food no longer has taste but time slips

Like drops off a blade of grass

Colliding with the eventuality of eventually.

Time does not race,

It is the thing that crawls silently along your skin

And causes chills to remind you of its passing.

Time is the horrid sense of drowning

Before your feet even hit the water.

Time is a hundred first kisses I always missed

And time has brought me further away,

The unanchored ship sailing away into

A moon-dipped glass catching stars like pinpricks

That sting my eyelids whenever I try to close them

Oh, there’s the sun.

Hiatus

Firstly, I wanted to apologize, forthwith, for my silence across writing traffic.  Something has possessed me these passed several months that has left me in a place unable to write any poetry, anything expressing my thoughts and for once something which seemed so natural to me became muted.

I was very afraid of the questions divulging from places I had silenced so long.  In July I suffered the loss of my grandmother from cancer.  All the Tethered series marks the experience, including the fourth which I have not completed, but since I have not been able to write.

There are several chapters of Blink which I have managed to procure though this depressed mainstay.  I will do my best to find my mind again, and for those of you who were kind enough to be regulars upon my page, to read my posts and the few that I have managed to spark conversation with, you were a true motivation to me.  I am compelled and in well founded desire to trudge through this for you.

To end this cerebral poisoning, here is a poem expressing this recent dark and all its thoughts and suppressions.

Thank you, and I hope to hear from you all again,

Evan

The words just stopped

Like the rushing river that once flowed through me,

Drying my bones,

This ocean has become the vast valley of contemplation, of misery, of unwelcoming.

And I am here,

voiceless.

“How much mattered of what I wanted to say,”

“How much of love was real, how much was just feelings I masked?”

The damn horror is debilitating

And I am shackled to the sinking ship of my desperate attempt to hold a conversation.

I believe in ghosts, they are the things that slip through my dreams,

Smiles I always wondered to want,

Moments I always needed to pass, needed to last.

Is this where we end, shackled to a machine that adds hours unintentionally,

“I am here, I am now.”

Break my damn fingers to keep me from formulating these thoughts into things with wings,

The blackened bludgeoning of so many misinterpreted moments, fragile, fickle as the sunset descending over the riverbank.

Damn the world for taking the voice I never thought could leave.

Or am I damned

For forsaking it.

Lion Bound

A lion stands at my door
To guard the gate I locked before,

There were voices once,
Which murmured through the door in the back of my mind,
When the tide was drawn low,
And the ribs of sunken ships impaled the summer sky
Upon their rotting flesh;
When the appetites of carrion devourers
Whose claws raked the walls of my room while I tried to sleep
Were not sated;
When the thickening taste of fear and dread mixed
Like blood and salt water.

They did not speak, did not whisper nor put lips to song,
They swayed like a forest
Verbatim to the thunderous rhythm of a tempest,
Stared with eyes that never ventured,
Jaws that never hinged,
Teeth that always glowed in the night.

Their name was Many,
Their name was Silence,
For the hours waned, birthed
The inescapable agony of
isolation.

And I listened,
Broke my limbs and carved my flesh to pass the time,
Scratched a thousand sins into the backs of my eyelids,
Ever awakened to the discouraging fruition of my existence.

Yet somehow, in all their tyranny and triumph,
I managed to exercise all that consumed me upon a Scribe’s canvas.
A leather book with a lion’s crest,
Who devoured all conjuring a of well-wanted death.

A lion stands at my door
To guard the gate I locked before.

Space

How full is the world,
And how empty,
Do we fill space and time with sound and purpose
As a reaction to the world’s inertia,
Or to our own desire to be more than a sigh in the span of a lover’s wild fantasy?

What do we truly yearn for?
To love?
To reflect?
Why do we seek another?

And where are the answers to anything that we ask ourselves?

I have heard some say that love is blind,
Others that faith is just as sightless.
Were it true, as both require something intangible, something ethereal,
Less than a breath of wind.

Yet I require of love and its facilities,
Desire knowledge and its consequential truth,

Where then is God?
Is faith truly reaching through emptiness,
Or is all matter filled with something
So tangible that we have forgotten how to feel it?
How full is the world?
And how empty?

God’s Throne

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I will remember, sitting atop an old, hollowed out oak,

Listening to the wind as she livens the forest with clamorous frivolity,

Leaves like bodies melding together in a static harmony.

 

We had climbed a hill in the rolling scape of Ohio,

Eyed for a single water tower resting in a graveyard of fallen trees.

We ascended the rusting ladder, rugs painting our clothes an autumn auburn,

Our camouflage to a perpetual world full of its inertia,

And screamed within its body, reverberating the songs of nature, herself.

 

The oak groans with our weight, strenuous bracing,

Home to the insurgents of the forest floor, searching.

Staring at a giant rock formation carved, crested on a plateau before the next rise;

A throne, pitched in limestone, carved in simplistic design.

 

It is rough to touch, abrasive, rotting holes from rainstorms and weather,

I marvel, but dare not to claim this Indian chair, this God’s Throne.

 

We continue, find barbed wire fused in tree trunks,

Following this giant tug of war,

The wires stretched, contorted like the broken spine of a road kill Copperhead,

Its head mouthing screams, lungs unable to give life to.

 

We stand in leveled fields on the top of a hill,

The momentary isolation turning sighs to howls.

There is room here, resting inside the cluttering of trees and their canopies,

Shielded from sound, from life, from inevitability.

 

But the sun falls, paints its picture, the vibrancy before darkness,

We traverse back to paved roads, to the city structures with which we attune

But halt our journey, pause before the Throne,

And I stare, no prayer comes to mind, no words, no offerings,

 

In this place, where time halts to the beauty of a fading sunset,

Where misery and woe, trudging and trial part to blissful peace,

Where love collects itself, heals the wounds of a barbed wire cutting through earth,

Swallowed in the rings of a tree trunk, I stand.

                                                                               I wait,

Speechless

How might we speak when words

Are no longer the vessels.

Might a touch control, palm to palm, as we say,

As we speak through fingertips, whispering.

 

Would our kiss be the language of love,

Or the melded smothering of breath entangling

From the closeness of our wanted souls bear

Their longing forward.

 

Might a glance save the word,

Gestural syntax, and each syllable breaking off.

How then might you speak soft,

The lucidity of your movements, windswept branches swaying.

 

How greater, then, would emotion reciprocate,

Would the ebb and flow of you breaths,

The heights in your eyes, the curvature of your neck

Be the siren’s vexing limerick.

 

Then, by the touch of your hands,

And their holy kiss enticing,

Call me to your waters.

Blink (Chapter 4)

Chapter 4

 

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Grass. Daniel could feel grass beneath the palms of his hands. His eyes and body felt heavy, his senses slowly beginning to return. He smelled the open air and knew he was outdoors, and yet it seemed so much different than being out in the woods back on Earth. His hands sifted through the grass and dirt.  There was a strange familiarity of his surroundings, a slight deja vu.  Yet, Daniel could not pull himself away from the nagging sense of confusion.  He had no idea where he was. 

Daniel opened his eyes enough to see his surroundings and noticed that he was lying in a gigantic forest. The sun was beaming down through the canopy upon his skin. Daniel managed to roll onto his back with a groan and stared up at the vast canopy. The trees looked like giant dark oaks, but they were the size of red woods. Amber rays of light jutted into the ground like massive spears. There was no wind rustling through the trees. Everything was still, peaceful, and Daniel took a moment to enjoy this place before remembering that he was lost.

His body was weak, but Daniel managed to lift himself to his feet and started walking. He could hear birds faintly in the canopies, out of eyesight.  Daniel tried to find the sun, but the trees managed to blanket the entire sky.  He knew at some point that he would have to find some sort of civilization, or he would soon have to attempt some means of a shelter. So far there were no other signs of wild life besides the soft chirping of birds, but that did not mean that monstrous things would not be coming out at dark. 

After what felt like a long stretch of time had passed Daniel continued walking, aimlessly searching for something other than more forest. He stopped a moment to wipe the sweat from his brow with the sleeve of his zip-up. Daniel stood in silence, observing his surroundings as a familiar bubbling began to echo through the trees.  He picked up his pace, following the sound.  

Several minutes later, Daniel arrived at a creek lapping gently over smooth stones. He knelt beside of the creek bed and began to cup water into his hands to drink.  Staring at the small pool within his fingers, Daniel realized that he had no idea if the water was sanitary enough to drink. Instead, he ran the water through his hair and the back of his neck. Letting the cool wash through his body, Daniel sat next to the creek bed, watching the water run.

Despite the impending fear of being horrendously lost, Daniel seemed to be holding up rather well. This forest, although alien, was marvelously tranquil.  Daniel had not felt so at ease, harmonious. After some time had passed, he rose up and began walking again, allowing himself time to enjoy the sights and sounds.

Surprisingly, the ground was not covered in dead leaves, but soft and healthy grass. The blades danced in waves with the gentle breeze. The angle of the sun’s rays had only moved slightly. Daniel felt as though he had been traversing for some time, but the sun showed no such inclination. He scanned his surroundings before finally catching sight of something other than this emerald sea of grass blades. Daniel stood up and dusted his jeans off before walking over to the object. 

It looked like a fallen tree that had been buried in the ground. There were two small saplings growing on the submerged trunk. Moss blanketed around the saplings, it was soft to the touch. Daniel placed his hand upon the trunk and he could feel it moving. There was a soft rise and fall of the trunk. He thought that it must be very rotten and that there was something living inside. Curious, he knocked upon the trunk, but it was not hollow. Instead, the ground began to rumble and break. Daniel jumped back in shock as the tree began to grow in size as clods of dirt fell to the ground. 

Daniel could make out legs and a head. This is not a tree. He watched, horrified but still so inquisitive. Once the beast managed to get itself from out of the hole it shook its body like a wet dog and stood in all magnificence. 

It was a giant deer with bark for fur. It had a mane like a lion made of the drooping branches of a weeping willow.  Daniel gawked at the creature while two golden eyes stared back at.  Instead of having the regular antler tines of a while-tail buck, thick oak branches jutted out of its head.  It was every bit of six feet tall, but the deer’s sheer size made it seem all the more imperial. 

Its ears of bark twitched sharply, and it raised its neck, turning in the direction of something Daniel was unaware of. “Hey,” he called out but the deer had lost all interest.  Daniel ran to catch up.  The deer’s strides were slow but it covered a lot of ground, quickly. 

Daniel followed behind, almost at a slow jog, as the deer began to cross the wood.  He marveled at how silent it was, as if each step was carefully planned to create the least amount of noise.  For a while they traveled under the same monotonous tone, the same trees, the same grass.  Daniel’s mind slowed to a haze as he walked on auto-pilot, eyes fixed on the rise and fall of the deer’s shoulders. 

His thoughts starting swimming, and Daniel wondered if Elle was waking up about now or if Ryan and Ruth would be barging in to see him sitting on the couch back in the apartment. He wondered how he looked back on earth, or if his entire body had teleported to this place.  Can I even get back?

Snapping back, Daniel realized that he was in a clearing.  The grass seemed the same height, but there were the occasional white flower, only an inch higher than the tips of the grass. The deer veered right, halted and then stared at Daniel.  Its eyes giving the expression of do you see it yet?  Daniel looked around, bewildered, and then finally saw what the deer was drawing his attention to.  At the far side of the cleaning sat on top of a rock a figure, a man. 

He was green, and very muscular with some sort of deer mask on top of his head.  Daniel could not make it out from the distance.  The man stood up and began to walk off the rock, toward Daniel.  The deer walked away, leaving Daniel alone with the man.  Curiosity cemented his feet to the ground.  Daniel felt as though he should turn and run but he had no idea why.  This was the first sign of intelligent life beside the deer that He had seen since he had been here.  

The closer the man walked, the more that Daniel realized that this man was much larger than he first appeared. When the man finally stopped, about six feet away from Daniel, he towered several feet above Daniel’s head, and what he originally though was a mask upon the man’s head were protruding bones that were a part of his skull. He was the same color as the leaves, except for his crimson eyes. His face had no nose or mouth, but his chest rose and fell with breath. 

He was a giant. Daniel kept his gaze as the man examined him. Daniel’s muscles tensed. He could not read the giant’s emotion. “H-hello,” Daniel finally managed. He reached out his hand in greeting. “I’m-“

As if struck by lightning, pain seared up Daniel’s right side as he felt his body sprawling through the air. He thought that he had been hit by a freight train, or that the deer had just body-checked him. Daniel violently crashed upon the ground in a heap and heard the sound of snapping bones. His right arm began to throb in time with his racing heartbeat. Daniel rolled onto his side to notice the man walking towards him, his hands contorted, bearing sharp points for fingertips.

The man walked slowly, methodically, like the deer but with much more grandiose and poise; a dignified assassin closing in for the kill.  Daniel’s vision began to grow blurry when he heard a slight thump.  The strange man turned around and Daniel noticed an arrow lodged into the man’s back, left shoulder blade.  He began to walk towards a man at the edge of the clearing. The bowman fired another shot which buried into the giant’s chest, he recoiled slightly upon impact. Just as the giant began to draw close to the bowman, a beast crashed into his left side, lodging its teeth into his arm. They began to fight as Daniel’s mind finally gave and his vision grew dark. 

 

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Daniel awoke several times to gentle, indistinguishable murmurs.  His body felt incredibly heavy, his right arm throbbed as though it was caught in a vice.  He tried to sit up but a wave of nausea dulled Daniel’s vision and he blacked out. 

He dreamed that a man was standing over his body with a knife. “I told you I would find you he said,” and thrust the knife into Daniel’s stomach. 

Daniel’s eyes snapped open, adjusting to the darkness.  He was in a room.  There were candles in different places around casting a gentle, amber glow upon bookshelves and dressers. Daniel turned his head to look around and winced, his neck felt incredibly stiff.  He managed to look out the window and saw that it was night.  There were more stars out the window than he had ever seen on Earth. He stared at the moon.  It was a massive blue orb, and only a portion of its surface was visible above the treetops.  There was also a small, purple moon orbiting the giant, about the size of Earth’s.  Daniel was beyond fascinated. 

He struggled in an attempt to get out of the bed and finally managed to prop himself up against the wall.  After some time, he managed to hunch over the side of the bed facing the window.  It was beautiful.  Daniel heard footsteps and quickly tried to fall back under the covers when pain shot through his entire body and he shouted.  The footsteps grew faster until there was a man staring at Daniel through the doorway.   Daniel’s contorted frame draped over the bed. The man laughed in a very smooth, low voice. 

“It looks as though your body is not fully healed.”  The man grabbed Daniel’s legs and lifted them back under the covers.  Daniel noticed that the man’s hands felt awfully hairy.  Daniel imagined that he was some kind mutated werewolf.  “Whenever you have rested up, she will want to talk with you.” 

“Who,” Daniel asked, trying to sit up in the bed, his body too weak to cooperate. 

“You will find out, in time. Get some rest,” the man replied, walking out of the room.

 

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Every few hours the man would come in again with water or food.  Daniel ate slowly, trying to ask questions between bites, but the man’s answer remained the same.  “Everything will be explained in time.”  By the next night Daniel’s body felt much better.  The man told Daniel that his arm was broken and that when he was hit he fell upon rocks and cut his head open badly. Daniel reached up with his good arm and scratched the bandage which itched horribly.  He threw his legs over the bed and stood, slowly, stretching his good arm and legs.

The man came back in but the faint light from the candles still made it hard for Daniel make him out.  “She’ll be in the kitchen,” he said and exited the room.  Daniel followed looking around.  The house was very simple, made of wood with no particular ornaments or decorations beside the candles.  He followed the man down a hallway where they entered a kitchen.  The man veered off into another part of the house, leaving Daniel in the kitchen. 

It was very old fashioned. There were no faucets or running water that Daniel could see, and no dining table or chairs but a small island and a wood burning stove where Daniel saw the woman that his caregiver was speaking of.

“You,” Daniel exclaimed and rushed over to her side. 

She smiled from ear to ear and shifted the contents that were on the stove.  “I said I knew you would come. Here,” she said, handing Daniel a wooden bowl as she put a roll of bread and some meat inside. “Eat.”

Daniel looked at her in sheer awe.  She had the same wrinkles, the same ash colored hair tied back.  Her eyes seemed to have a lot less age about her now than when Daniel had seen her on the reservation.  “Eat first, and then we will talk.” 

“No,” he exclaimed.  The woman met Daniel’s hard gaze with such tender expression as if piecing together the events that led him here, smiling softly. 

“Very well,” she cooed. “Sit.” 

Daniel’s muscles burned as he tried to cross his legs.  He felt a hundred years old, and his bones groaned in agony. Landing with a grunt the woman smiled, her mouth so wide that her joyous gaze forced her eyes closed. 

“My people call it dream walking,” she said without missing a beat.  A knot forms in Daniel’s stomach as she threw another log into the fire.  He watched the glow of the embers dance like rippling waves.  “In most instances the Gift of ‘walking’ is generational, my grandmother taught me, and I am teaching my granddaughter.”

“What is the Gift,” Daniel asked, his mind reaching desperately, needing an answer to make sense of everything happening around him. 

“There are other places, other worlds than the one we live.  Dreamwalkers can venture between these places, these worlds.  You can feel yourself being pulled to another place.  Your soul feels as though there is more than just the world we are used to, the world that we have lived in for so long.”

Daniel thought back to the meditation. He could feel the pull to another place, another world.  He paused.  “Then where are we?” 

“This world is called Acrya, and it is much different than the earth that you know.” 

Daniel’s mind was a roller coaster. How could we be somewhere other than Earth? How is this not just a dream?

If this was a dream,” the woman began as if reading Daniel’s thoughts. “Wouldn’t you have woken up by now?” 

He stared at her.  She did make sense.  Usually, in Daniel’s dreams if he was going to get hurt or fall from great heights he would wake up at the last minute and not take the damage.  This was not the case whenever he was attacked by the giant in the clearing.  

“If this was a dream,” she continued.  “You should have woken up the moment the Guardian attacked you.”

“The Guardian, is that what they call that ugly green thing?” 

She chuckled, nodding. “His name is Sain. He and Tsu’ley, the great deer, guard the forest. He does not take well to outsiders.” 

Daniel rubbed his broken arm, “no kidding.”

“You are lucky that Hade and Vaelin found you when they did,” she said, flipping the meat in the oven.

“Who,” Daniel asked confused. His mind jolted back to the man shooting arrows at the Sain and the giant beast that crashed into him. 

The man who was in the other room walked in.  Daniel could finally see him in the candlelight, and he was shocked. The man’s hands and feet were claws.  His ears were pointed and his eyes were a solid grey with an animalistic glow.  He looked at Daniel with an austere expression which made Daniel feel very unwanted. His eyes were the color of polished steel.  It appeared as though the man was watching Daniel as a wolf would its prey, analyzing him, waiting to attack. 

“I am Vaelin,” he said as he walked passed and took a bowl of meat from the old woman. He bowed his head in courtesy as he took some of the meat from the bowl and began to eat.

“Where is Hade,” Daniel asked.

“He is outside making sure Sain does not come back,” Vaelin replied.  “It was hard enough trying to get you here. It would be easier to have left you where you were.”

“Lucky for him your brother has more compassion,” the old woman chimed in.  Vaelin scratched one of his ears and left the room with a grunt.  “Don’t mind him,” she said turning to Daniel. “He just tries to keep his younger brother safe.” 

Vaelin’s words sunk like a punch in Daniel’s gut, although he took into consideration what she said. “I’m sorry I’ve put you all in danger,” he said with remorse. 

She smiled up at Daniel, “there is nothing to worry about.” 

They let the silence permeate the air as Daniel began to eat. The meat was tough like venison but smelled incredible. He had not realized how famished he was until he had devoured several more bowls. The old woman smiled politely the entire time. 

“Heseya,” she spoke softly.  Daniel craned his neck out of the bowl and looked at her. Smoke was slowly crawling out of the fireplace where she was cooking the food.  He could faintly sense the heat against his skin.  It was comforting but also brought a sense of alienation. “You can call me Heseya.”

 

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They talked for the rest of the night as Daniel had plenty of time resting.  He learned that dreamwalkers could not only have the ability passed down but could awaken it within themselves. “Dreamwalkers,” Heseya began, “are soul travelers. Our intention is to bring peace and coexist within the other worlds with which we travel to and from.  But lately there are some walkers who seek to corrupt the world. They are trying to use them, to manipulate the connection of a walker and take control of the worlds they travel to. It is our duty to stop them.”

In the morning, Vaelin took Daniel outside to gather firewood and some vegetables from Heseya’s garden.  Gathering firewood took some time since Daniel’s arm was in a sling. Occasionally he would carry too heavy a load of logs and they would fall onto the ground.  As they would fall Daniel would naturally try to reach for them with both arms which would send searing pain up his shoulder. Vaelin did not seem to notice his pain and never offered to help.  He only looked back once after Daniel had dropped several loads and gave him a look of disappointment and frustration. Makes two of us, Daniel thought to himself.

After his fifth load of firewood, Heseya called Vaelin and Daniel into the house to eat. Before going inside Daniel dusted off his feet and looked around at the scenery.  Heseya’s house was on the outskirts of the forest.  The entrance was about a football field away.  Her house was a small, wood cabin that was much larger inside than it seemed.  On the outside it appeared as though it would only accommodate her, but on the inside it was a labyrinth of hallways and rooms.  Daniel still did not fully understand it.  The wood with which the house was constructed was dark.  At night you could hear the creaks and groans as the house swelled and fitted together.  The sounds were comforting to Daniel; they reminded him of the apartment complex.  The building was very old and moaned with similar complaints. 

He walked done the main hall and as the aroma of our meal caught in his nostrils Daniel felt his stomach churn with anticipation. Just as Ihe sat down to eat Heseya called out. “Daniel, take some of this food outside to Hade. He should be back by now.” She reached a plate out which Daniel took.  He walked outside and looked around.  There was no one to be seen.  Daniel sat on the steps staring at the forest ahead of him. 

As if out of nowhere, a beast materialized at the edge of the forest.  It was massive and barreling straight for the house.  Daniel’s heart began to pound in his head.  Adrenaline pumped through his body and Daniel sprang to his feet.  His fingers clutched the edge of the plate.  Daniel vigorously searched for some sort of weapon.  Finding nothing, he prepared himself for the worst.  He wanted to scream for Heseya or Vaelin but all of the words and profanities Daniel would dare to scream amassed themselves inside of his throat.

The beast came to a thunderous halt that shot a cloud of dust into the air.  It was breathing heavily, its massive chest rising and falling.  It stood nearly twice Daniel’s height with a long tail about like a wolf.  Its fur was as dark as night, its eyes were set in and were as dark as onyx.         Instead of being built like a wolf, it had a huge chest and great powerful arms like a gorilla.  Its knuckles rested upon the ground, but you could see claws poking out of the end of its fingers.  The hind legs were much more proportionate of a wolf, but still retained that same power and sheer mass of the rest of its body. 

It snorted in Daniel’s face and he could feel his hair dance in the gust of wind.  His knuckles were white from his death grip on the plate.  Daniel was sure the contents had to be rattling around he was so nervous.  His heart was clamoring so loud that he thought he was about to go into cardiac arrest.  Daniel did not know whether to throw the plate in its face or run, so he stood in horror.

Run! Run you idiot! Somehow Daniel’s mind had managed to viably assess the situation though his body remained unresponsive to any amount of mental cursing.  He was not sure if he was capable of making a step, though, due to the fact my knees were knocking together louder than a jackhammer on the pavement.  The beast began to lean in toward Daniel and sensibility finally kicked in.  In one swift gesture, Daniel chucked the plate at the beast’s face and made a mad dash for the front door.  Once inside, he tried to calm his breathing.  He looked up to see Vaelin staring, quizzically. 

“What is going on,” he asked nonchalantly, as though the impending thought of a giant beast at the front door did not bother him.

“There’s a freaking monster outside!” Daniel leaned against the front door and then pulled away, walking into the room.  He was terrified that at any moment it might come crashing through the front door and start killing everyone. 

“What do you mean monster,” Vaelin asked, crossing his arms.  His resolve made Daniel think that either he was phenomenal under pressure or just insane. 

“There is some big hairy wolf outside. We need to do something,” Daniel pleaded. 

Vaelin laughed and brushed by Daniel, opening the door and walking outside.  Clearly he has some sort of a death wish.  Moments later he cracked the front door back open and stared at Daniel.  “Come on,” he said, smiling. 

What the heck do you mean ‘come on,’  Daniel thought to myself.  He craned his neck to look out the window but he could not see it outside. 

“You are safe,” he reassured Daniel as he walked to the front door.  Once he passed through the doorway Daniel noticed the beast was standing a few feet from the front steps.  Daniel froze beside Vaelin, still cautious of the creature in front of them. 

Vaelin made a gesture with his hand as if to introduce it. “Daniel,” he said, “this is Hade.” 

“Hello,” Hade growled with  a voice so low the ground shook at Daniel’s feet. 

Daniel stared into his eyes, dumbfounded. What seemed as feral bloodlust in Hade’s eyes before had been replaced with some sense of animalistic compassion, like when a dog looks you in the eyes whenever you are scared or upset.  His gaze was soothing, sympathetic, but Daniel’s previous impression of him still lingered in his mind.  Vaelin walked over and patted Hade on one of his broad shoulders.  They looked at each other, conversing with very minute facial gestures.  Daniel had seen Ryan and Ruth do the same thing at times whenever Daniel was around.  He imagined that it was a skill that could only be picked up with time and a good understanding of one another. 

“Well now that everyone is here,” Heseya chimed as she stepped through the threshold of the front door. “Let’s eat.” 

They all ate outside so that Hade would not have to eat alone.  Hade did not eat ravenously like a dog, but his hands were much too large to hold silverware.  He held the bowl in one of his giant hand-like paws and dumped the contents into his mouth. 

Sunset was falling over the canopy of the forest. The crimson glow reminded Daniel of Earth.  As the light faded, the gigantic, turquoise moon began to make itself more visible.  Hade said his farewells to Daniel, Vaelin and Heseya as he began to travel back towards the forest.  Heseya took their bowls while Vaelin and Daniel gathered some firewood for the night. 

After all was in order, Heseya told Daniel to come with her.  He followed her into the basement of her house.  The smell changed from the pleasant aroma of cooking spices and the gentle wave of smoke to a danker, musty odor.  They descended beneath the house, and there was a chill that hung in the air, hugging to Daniel’s limbs as he climbed down the final stairs.

Once downstairs, Heseya led Daniel to a door with a lock on it.  She opened the door and waived him inside, locking the door behind them.  There were several candles in the room, casting their light upon two beds and an array of bookshelves and cabinets. “Most walkers travel to and from worlds during meditation. However,” she said, “Sleep can be just as useful a tool.” Heseya motioned for Daniel to lie down. “Close your eyes,” she said. “Use the same way that you came here and try to find your way back. 

Daniel closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Peace and comfort began to wash over his body.  Behind his eyelids, Daniel could see the flickering of the candlelight, rhythmically.  He tried to focus on home, the apartment, Elle. Elle Daniel thought.  A picture of her fluttered into Daniel’s mind, and he felt his stomach tightening with the sadness of separation. I’m coming home, Daniel thought to him as he drifted to sleep.